So here I am trying to go through my packing list to take to Acapulco, I know I am probably taking too much, but how can you plan out how much is too much when you are leaving for 9 weeks and not know what to expect. I have so many mixed emotions today, I'm gonna be honest I am scared shitless!!! My body is going to go through torture and who knows where my mental health is going to be when I am there, I am praying to god that he keeps me strong and healthy while I am there.
I took class yesterday in Shoreline its in Seattle the studio is called Sweatbox, beautiful studio, nice people and my friend and teacher Penni taught class there which was very comforting for me. But there I was sweating like crazy, my postures where all over the place, my triangle sucked, carpet was slippery but of course my friend Christian reminded me to get use to it, the carpet at training is worst and the room is hotter (thanks Christian). So there I was thinking, what the hell did I get myself into, do I really want to do this for 9 weeks, twice a day, am I crazy? Am I really going to be teaching in this HOT room and give out all that dialog and get people in and out of postures and keep them strong? Well I keep telling myself, YES YES YES I am, because its my destiny and I am ready to take all the way.
5 days to go, I am going to a dialog study group today in Seattle and hopefully take class at 4:30 with my hubby, spending as much time with my family right now is so important to me right now, the balance with studying the dialog and spending quality time has been really tough but this week is all about my family. On Friday a group of the Bikram teachers & friends from my home studio are coming over to send me off to training, then I am on a plane to Mexico.
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Hey Linda I read your email with my honey, we both wish you the best of luck. Take some pictures and email them to me.Hey don't let the jitters get ahold of you. Renember you are a very strong person..and God will always watch over you : )
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